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been way too busy for words lately, between leaving my second job, then leaving my first job, to start full time at a brand new job, AND having food poisoning for a week and a half and not being able to eat anything but toast and bananas (which was literally driving me fucking insane) i’ve been completely losing it lately. my mind keeps getting fucked with by multiple guys, who quite frankly, all want me to be something completely different. how about i just be me and whoever can deal with that wins? because i’m getting a little tired of trying to please everyone, and i’m getting REALLY tired of not even knowing what makes me happy, because what everyone else wants me to do keeps clouding my judgement. i used to know exactly what i want, but being “lonely” is getting the best of me. fuck this though, i’m getting to the point where i can’t keep up anymore.
i’ve got a good life, i’m not one of the skinny girls, but should that really even matter? is that what i want? or not? what the fuck am i even doing anymore?
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